please don't read this, boy.

Hey, ok. i'm pleased to meet you, yeah, ill always be.
really, when you said it, i just felt like a nightmare, duno why, honey
maybe just because it was nothing more than this that made us closer.
so far but so near, we're always like this.
so, ahm... i could use those songs, it would be perfect in my message, something like im lost without u and use me holly.
but no i cant just 'use' it. i wanted me to write those things, not mark, or tom.
but it happens. so
like violence you have me, forever and after.
please dont read this, boy.